3 weeks after

3 weeks after.  Weight 130.   I need to lose at least 10 more pounds.  15 would be awesome and maybe that will be achieved by spring.   I started exercising week 2 which has helped me to not feel so gross and has helped me to feel less depressed.   A little BodyJam, BodyStep, BodyPump, and Combat.  
I am finding it hard to eat and get the number of calories I need if I don't eat crap food.     Let me tell you, trying to lose weight and eat extra to lactate is are hard balance to find.    I can't wait to start running.  I need those endorphins in a bad way.   Even if I don't lose weight doing it, at least I will feel better about myself for trying to do something about it. 

The good news is Aiden is really a good baby.  Nothing extraordinary,  just doing the typical baby things.  He is starting to have more awake time now.   I like talking to him and watching him absorb everything around him.   Being a mom really is one of the best rewards of life.